nama sahaja pelajar madrasah
tetapi tak serupa apa yang disangka
nama sahaja pelajar madrasah
tetapi akhlak hilang entah kemana
nama sahaja pelajar madrasah
tetapi 'kurang ajar'
nama sahaja palajar madrasah
tetapi buang sampah merata
nama sahaja pelajar madrasah
tetapi bergaul bebas
nama sahaja pelajar madrasah
tetapi tidak tunjuk teladan
nama sahaja pelajar madrasah
tetapi akhlak tak serupa rasulullah
nama sahaja pelajar madrasah
tetapi tidak mempraktikkan apa yang diajar

inikah akhlak pelajar madrasah?
oh tidak aku tersalah sangka
inikah akhlak pelajar madrasah?
aku mula lihat semuanya
inikah akhlak pelajar madrasah?
ya Allah apa yang terjadi..

mana hilangnya ilmu?
mana hilangnya akhlak?
mana hilangnya wibawa?
mana..oh dimana..

haruskah ini terjadi?
tetapi sudah pun terjadi
haruskah ini terjadi?
namun kita boleh perbaiki


credits to Khidir

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as our gaze met,
yesterday,
i can't express the feelings within me,
smiling,
and still smiling,
from ear to ear,
still can't stop smiling

as our gaze met,
yesterday,
i felt like the first date we had,
the day where you,
you,
make me felt so confidents

as our gaze met,
yesterday,
i can't even believe myself,
you,
you've been waiting for me for so long,
long enough to make me realize,
that your are that someone,
who been admiring,
since day one

as our gaze meet,
everytime,
thinking about all the ups and downs we had,
remembering all the problems that we had,
i just couldn't see myself without you,
i can't imagine that i don't grow old with you,
i can't think that i am able to be without you,
coz you,
you make me feel secure

as our gaze meet,
always,
i feel that i'm on cloud nine,
i feel that i smile until my cheeks sore,
i feel that i just want to be with you

as our gaze meet,
again,
hoping that you will be with me forever,
wishing you will be by my side,
loving you always

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عمرو دياب - خليك معايا

ولا اي كلمة حب اتقالت في يوم ما بين اتنين
تسوى حلاوة كلمة منك قلتهالي
عيد قولت ايه كده تاني وتالت انا قلبي كله حنين
ولا يطفي ناره حبيبي غير لو عيشتهالي

عارف بتعمل فيا ايه كلمة حبيبى
زى الى اول مرة بيحس بامان
خليك معايا
خليك معايا ياحبيبى مهما كان
خليك معايا
يا حلم عمرى الى فى خيالى من زمان

عارف انتا اجمل حاجة تفرح الواحد هى ايه
ان الى ياما حلمت بيه تلاقيه حبيبك
وانا عشت بحلم باللحظة دى ده الى بدور عليه
انا اسيب حياتى ودنيتى ولا انى اسيبك

عارف بتعمل فيا ايه كلمة حبيبى
زى الى اول مرة بيحس بامان
خليك معايا
خليك معايا ياحبيبى مهما كان
خليك معايا
يا حلم عمرى الى فى خيالى من زمان


Be With Me (7’aleek Ma3aya)
Which word is said on that day between two people?
Which word could equal the sweetness of the word you said to me
You said it again and my heart was flooded with affection
It's fire would go out my darling unless you kept it going

Equate your lovely words to me
Repeat what you said again and again, my heart is missing it

You know what the word “habiby” does to me
As if someone feels safe for the first time
Stay with me… Stay with me no matter what my love
Stay with me… You’re my dream, in my imagination from long ago.

You know what brings joy to anyone?
That all you’ve been dreaming of becomes your love
And I have been dreaming of this moment, and I have been looking for you
I leave all my life and my world and I would never leave you

You know what the word “habiby” does to me
As if someone feels safe for the first time
Stay with me… Stay with me no matter what
Stay with me… You’re my dream, in my imagination from long ago.




to my darling, sayang, intan payung, love you lah.
thanks for introducing me to the song.
loveLOVElove!

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sunday was yet another day to meet my love ones like mira & bonch.
miss them so much lah.
kendarats.
after that shopping!!!habis duit kendarat buat shopping.kene marah dgn wan,klah not really kene marah.kene tego.den baru prasan duit dah kurang.
one thing about kendarat is that you get to look for eye-candy, dengar kompang, tgk tarian & silat pengantin.that's always been a look forward to in a wedding invitation.tak tau kenape.dis tym round abang & adik yg muke kembar tu takde.tk dapat lah aku nak kacau dorg.well,actually i felt that i do not socialise sgt with the team as i used to.kalau tak asek kacau org aje.kompang & tarian from Sriwana which never fails to mesmerize the audience.i like the fusion kompang.nice2.tarian zapin by the kompang guys was awesome!klah,kene marah dgn makcik pasal tk buat keje n tgk org kompang2.hahah!but its worth it.what i do not like about malay weddings is that karaoke.u noe how much i do not like it.dgn memekak nye lain,dgn nyanyi pitching lari n that ikot momentum.dgn Dj yg adei,merepek to the max.naseb baik ade penyelamat, i think one of the pengantin nye sedare.de nyanyi,mintak ampun punye sedap.skali tengok muke,ade second thought.suare tak kene dgn muke.k,fine im being judging.tapi really he sings makes everyone over there relieves sey.haha!the best part is that he sang Taylor Swift's Love Story.baik pe guy nyanyi!i nvr heard a guy sings that song and he's the one who make the audience awed.he also sang his own composed song tittle Bidadari.cair lahh.hahah!all in all,its great.at that moment, i fantasized that i have a surprise private invitation from that some one and that someone will sing for me live with his guitar.the place should be nice and cosy, maybe a room or garden that we can sit, inviting close friends enjoying every moment.
okey stop it sey fiza!brangan jee!itulah adik aku slalu marah kakak asek brangan jee!well, i dont think that's gonna happen cos maybe i will watch his performance, in band form singing and i'll be the girl who like shouting and support him.the crowd need not to know but im glowing because he's smiling at me and dedicate the song to me :))
brangan lagi chik fiza kita ye?
dream on!

monday was paperwork day and its very hard to do work with people who are perfectionist.it kills me that they want things to be compile this way and not the other way around.the simplest thing for me is that if you cant accept how people do things and to follow your needs which you will you irritated because you think that i do not understand or do not follow your instructions, just do everything yourself without my help.EASY, RIGHT?
other than that, talking to my manager was the best part as we talk about her 10 years of experience of being an early bride and mom.
she told me that she rejected her bf ( now husband ) lamaran and saying a PERFECT NO to his parents and also makciks even though she had been dating with him for nearly 2 years.mestilah terkejot, blom puas hidup remaje and everything seems to hold back.kesian dier nak sambong blaja tak jadi just because of her husband.or simply because she wanted to get married at the moment of time.kalau aku dier pon aku same jugak sey.terkejot plus tak nak ar.not ready yet.

after work, penat kire duit here & there, went back home dah penat tau.beh my mom asked me do what i oredi n need to do since day 1 lagi.yup, i managed to finish up but it was too late, around 11pm.so i plan to do it tomorrow.what is it?wait for my que tomorrow after 8pm both on facebook and also blog.Please do support! :))

tuesday, i got this irritating feeling about someone.please lah, stop it sey.i made a mistake, sorry.am really sorry.but its too late.i noe that you've been eyeing on me since like 2-3years back but i have a bf right now.i oredi told you that I CANT SEE MYSELF NOT BEING TOGETHER WITH MY BF.I REALLY LOVE HIM SO MUCH.HE IS SOMEONE VERY SPECIAL IN MY LIFE AND I NEVER DOUBT A SINGLE THING ABOUT HIM.IM DESTINE TO BE WITH HIM.KERANA AKU YAKIN DENGAN KETENTUAN ALLAH.cant you understand?maybe you dont.the best thing to do is not to be friends with you at all.okey, i know that im harsh but cant you see?we cant be together lah stupid.bende yang dah lalu tu sudah lah.i know you're been looking for me high & low making up stories here and there just to get my attention.just to make me feel sympathetic, dumb and awe towards you.you dont need to cos I DONT CARE!please lah eh.im not 16 years old kid that you try to mess with.im nt the 16 years old girl that you use to know.i was naive back then but not now.

i need to change for november.somthing that i really need to do, my resolution.cheydebah, blom lagi end of year.hahah!well,tkya tunggu end of year pe kan?yeay,talking about that, i wanted to but new organizer.mine is still okey but i rarely use it coz it doesnt gimme a personal touch as well as to jot down every thoughts that i had.hmmm.my sayang will scold me coz i didnt jot down details about our meet ups.

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Hello everyone,

i noe u miss me and that's the purpose im writings a post wee hours in the morning.

updates about myself, not much.life is good, love my life right now and most of all, love my sayang.hehe.

other than that, im thinking of doing business online & home-based.well, the main concern right now is money or capital.if only i have the money, everything will run the way i wanted.as for now, im stil looking for people who wanted to join venture :)

so please keep on looking at my blog and also facebook for more info on my business okays?

miss school days for sure.i want to go back to school!please!!

and i really need a holiday for sure because everybody is already on holiday mood.going to work serve no purpose to me as i do not need to do alot of work.


fyi, i cut my hair.
supposedly i have fringe but the hairdresser cut it very oddly so i decided banks (izzit correct spelling?), abit layered.the hairdresser said my face look like chinese, i said i looked like a china doll, sam said i looked young, chinese and better than i used to because he hates when i tied my hair and let my Lohan forehead exposed.i myself claimed i looked like 9 year old girl.

i still do not know the conclusion on going to Malacca on Hari Raye Haji.that's my family, they love to do last minute jobs bla3.my guy wants to accompany.going to both maternal and paternal side.

i had to cancel tomorrow's ( or izzit today?fine its saturday already.today then.) today's plan on going JB with love cause i have to come work in pathetic hours that is 12 to 2pm.im really reluctant to come but seems like there's lotsa interviews, well then.i just berserah.sori to rhy,has & arab about today.sori cudnt make it.

sunday will be doing kendarat.saje je.more income means more capital/savings.takpe,sikit2 lame2 jadi bukit. kan?


i want to tell you a very funny story.i used to love debate.debate shows and also debating.i had a dream of standing in front of everyone on live tele.its just wonderful, but it never turn out to be on my side.i was in debate team since primary 5.i fell in love with debate shows and debaters, how they communicate and so on.now i noe why im not suitable enough to become a debater.i think critically, ponder and thoughtful, to the extent of too deep.that's why i never get on going.


eh,story nye story dah ngantok plak.sambong hari lain k?nytes!

ليس الغريب هو الذى فارغ الديار ودع الآن
The stranger is not the one who empties the house and bids farewell now


و لكن الغريب هو الذى يجد و الناس من حوله يلعبون
But the stranger is he who is serious while the people around him play


و يصحو و الباس من حوله ينامون
And is awake while the people around him sleep


و يسلك درب الخير و الناس في ضلالهم يتخططون
And follows the best path* while the people around him plot and plan in their misguidance
*also means 'narrow mountain pass'


و صدق الشاعر اذ يقول
And truthful was the poet when he said:


قال لى صاحب اراك غريبا
My friend said to me, I see you as a stranger


بين هذا الأنام دون خليل
Amongst these people without a close friend


قلت كلا! بل الأنام غريب انا في عالم و هذه سبيلى
I said nay! But the people are strange, I'm in the world and this is my way


هذا هو الغريب
This is the stranger


غريب عند العابثين من البشر
Strange in the view of those who jest and mock from amongst mankind


و لكنه عند ربه في مقام كريم
But in the Sight of his Lord, he is at a Noble Station
By: Syeikh Sa'ad al-Ghamidi

قال رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم: إن الإسلام بدأ غريبا ، وسيعود غريبا كما بدأ ، فطوبى للغرباء
The Prophet SAW said "Islam began as something strange, and it will return as something strange the way it began. So Tooba for the Strangers"
الراوي: عبدالله بن مسعود المحدث: الترمذي ,الألباني - المصدر: صحيح الترمذي - الصفحة أو الرقم: 2629
خلاصة الدرجة: صحيح

'You should not ask for the reward of the strangers, if u not acting like the strangers'


credits to idi.love arabic poetry!!

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Ibrahim Bin Adham, seorang ahli tasawwuf yang masyhur, berada di tengah tengah pasar Basrah, beliau dikerumuni oleh org ramai. Di antara mereka ada yang bertanya"mengapakah doa mereka tidak dikabulkan Allah pada hal mereka selalu berdoa kepadanya?"

Beliau menjawab: "Kerana hati kamu buta disebabkan 10 perkara...iaitu:

1. kamu mengenal Allah tetapi kamu tidak tunaikan HaqNya

2. kamu sangka bahawa kamu cinta kpd Rasulullah s.a.w tetapi kamu tinggalkan Sunnahnya

3. Kamu telah membaca Al Quran tetapi kamu tidak beramal dengannya.

4. kamu telah makan nikmat nikmat Allah tetapi kamu tidak tunaikan syukurNya

5. kamu telah berkata syaitan itu musuh kamu tetapi kamu tidak menentangnya

6. kamu telah berkata bahawa syurga itu benar tp kamu tidak beramal untuknya

7. kamu telah berkata bahawa neraka itu benar tp kamu tidak lari drpdnya

8. kamu telah berkata bahawa mati itu benar tetapi kamu tidak bersedia baginya

9. kamu bangun dari tidur lalu kamu ceritakan segala keaiban manusia tetapi kamu lupa keaiban kamu sendiri

10. kamu kebumikan mayat mayat manusia tetapi kamu tidak mengambil iktibar (pelajaran) daripada mereka.

{/tagboard --

i think they call it freedom of speech